My World. My Life. My Soul.

It’s officially the month of February. Which also means that the month of January along with its 31st Day has passed us by, disappearing into the past and will never ever return for us again. Hmm. Farewell, I will cherish all the moment within January but I had decided not to miss my past anymore, let’s see if I can keep it up shall we. One word before I begin, the title for this post is a double entendre, keep reading you will understand why.

Part 1

First things first, I think this will be the first time in 2010 where I will write something concerning my academic future. Well, it’s going to be the 2nd soon. Most STPM leavers know what it meant tomorrow. Yep, it’s the online MOHE registration. It’s finally opened.

Yet, I don’t know. Something dreadful is bothering me from the inside. Something just not right, I don’t really understand. Perhaps it’s just me being nervous, yet it’s as if I know something bad is about to materialize. So far I can tell you guys that I doubt my result is going to a “rainbow”.

I know.

It’s going to become my new nightmare.

Now that STPM had finally over, I realized one mistake. But I guess I don’t have to say it anymore. I’d made my self look too stupid already by whining about it. The past can never be undone! Now that life reminded me the hard way, all I have to do is pray and to look forward for tomorrow.

*Sigh*

Anyway, I’d already think of something that I want to choose. If I got to enter U. If my result qualifies me to continue do so. Which at this point, I am praying to God really hard. Getting into U this year is my life primary objective! in the next 6 months (…other than to love and be with the girl I love and want so much!) and other than that are not too important! I can put aside everything (saved for her) just to get into U.

So people, I shall pray for you too, so please pray with and for me as well.

Part 2

Lol. For those who had read my emo post the other day. I think I’d figure out something. I shall write about it soon.

For now, I need to see through it to end first.

Bye!